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LETTING GO OF DADDY'S GIRL

by David Memmott

                                  for Liesle at nineteen

You shred the maps I made

ignore the signs I erected

to mark your way down roads I paved

insisting on blazing your own trail

through all the wild places

 

full of danger and adventure

I tell cautionary tales about

Bluebeard and his wives

as you hunker down under night sky

in your mummy bag

 

inviting curious visitations

while I stand guard

A wounded warrior comes

shuttling across space in bent light

seeking some goddess to absorb

 

his pain, his spirit low, his breath

so soft on the leaves

they don't even rustle

as he abducts the sweet little girl

that danced in front of the bandstand

 

the little ball of energy

who turned somersaults in the grass

after we'd all lost count

leaving in her place

this willful, stubborn woman

 

What comes does not come for me

for I have shuffled past

too many open doors

doors that let the bent light through

doors I forgot to close

 

A heaviness overcomes me

I drop off into dream

hear your alto voice echoing

from where a plasma of light

lifts you up in a bubble boat

 

drifting off beyond the horizon

with me trailing behind

holding onto the lifeline

dragged along the ground

like an anchor

 

David Memmott is a Rhysling Award winner and author of four books of poetry. He has recently published in Strange Horizons , Deer Drink the Moon: Poems of Oregon, and High Desert Journal . His first novel, Primetime, a postcyberpunk satire, was published by Wordcraft of Oregon.